Everyday,  Personal

Ramblings of sorts, also OW!

Life has a way of throwing things at you. It seems with me, when it rains, it pours & I often wonder how much to share on my blog. First up, I have a few OOTD coming up, but they may be a little sparse for a short time. One thing you may not know about me is i’m accident prone, i’m an absolute klutz and silly me fell down a set of stairs on Wednesday night. Yep. So my left ankle is sprained and my right foot looks to be fractured. I have to have X-rays next week on my foot and wrist (also hurt) as well as about 2712308 blood tests. Oh happy days. So, as you can imagine, it’s a little hard to walk on two dud feet.

I like to think of myself as an honest person, I’m pretty straight forward and I don’t like to lie. I will talk now and then on here about my mental health, about my depression, about bits and pieces, but I try to keep things up beat. But we all have our down times, our bad weeks, the times when you just want to hide from the world.

There is so much I don’t share on my blog, but I guess that happens on all blogs. I haven’t talked about friendship, the ones i’ve lost, the ones i’ve made, the ones that have only grown stronger & the ones I miss. I haven’t talked much about how my heart has been on a roller coaster, up and down, round and round. How i’ve experienced my first major heartbreak and how much it sucks, but each day it gets easier and that after awhile you stand back up and brush yourself off.

My life is a jumble, I feel like i’m at these weird crossroads and I don’t know which way to choose. I don’t like having so many options, and I find change hard. i’ve learnt many things though. I’ve learnt to sometimes jump right in, and yes, you may get hurt, but it’s all a learning process. I’ve learnt i’m stronger than I thought, and stronger then some people thought of me. I’ve learnt who true friends are. I’ve learnt sometimes opening up to someone isn’t going to kill you.

So much has changed in the last year and I’m scared about what lies ahead, but I guess that’s perfectly normal. I guess that is life.