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Sometimes it’s the little thing.
Depression sucks. No, really. It sucks you down into this hole, this pit, a deep deep well. It’s dark, you lose hope, you just want to sleep. This pit and I, we go way back. I’ve been visiting for over a decade. I really don’t like it there though, no, but it seems that every now & then I still take a bit of a visit ‘to the dark side’. Not the fun Star Wars dark side. The dark-dark side. I don’t know if it’s because i’m learning to deal with my emotions more, or if I’m just not feeling as much, but I don’t get depressed as often as…
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My Life Soundtrack – 5ive
I love music, I’m not sure exactly what it is specifically, I just know, that I’d have a hard time living without it. It helps me sleep, it helps drown out my head when I’m having a bad day, it can make me happy & want to dance, it also have the power to make me cry? I’m not a religious person, but I’m sure I’ve mentioned before, I kind of believe in a music hierarchy. David Bowie is my God. Amanda Palmer is my Jesus. And now, I thought I’d open myself up and talk about The Angels. If you know me, you know who I’m about to say,…
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Ramblings of sorts, also OW!
Life has a way of throwing things at you. It seems with me, when it rains, it pours & I often wonder how much to share on my blog. First up, I have a few OOTD coming up, but they may be a little sparse for a short time. One thing you may not know about me is i’m accident prone, i’m an absolute klutz and silly me fell down a set of stairs on Wednesday night. Yep. So my left ankle is sprained and my right foot looks to be fractured. I have to have X-rays next week on my foot and wrist (also hurt) as well as about 2712308 blood tests. Oh…
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Spotlight posts of the year!
Was high school really hell? I spend a lot of time musing over life, the past, the future. This was an interesting post to write, I find that I block out a lot of my unhappy memories, so looking back and trying to pin point certain thoughts and feelings was pretty tough. I’m happy I wrote this though, and that I had the balls to press ‘post’. You don’t need to be thin to be… Peoples judgement of fat people often gets me frustrated. This post was just me venting a little bit, but still very true. You can whoever you want at any size. 10 simple things that make…
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This is me.
This is me. These photos have only been resized and sharpened. I have no make up on. I have sleep near my eye. My eyebrows could do with being plucked. I’m wearing my septum ring, which I only occasionally still wear, I don’t know if it’s still ‘me’, but I don’t want to give it up. I have a couple of saws on my chin, ever since I stopped biting my nails, when i’m anxious i’ll pluck at myself, at the moment, it seems to be my chin. I’m getting better with it. My skin tone is uneven and I have a scar on my nose from a dog bite.…