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Oh so deep and meaningful.
Life is weird. Sometimes as much as you wish sometimes that things would just stand still and stay that way, it doesn’t. It may be as subtle as the flutter of insect wings, or as dramatic as a disastrous tornado, but you can’t stop change. I struggle with my head, lately, it seems like the hardest thing to do to just get out of bed. It’s not always like that, i’ve gone months where I feel fine, like a nearly ‘normal’ person. But I fell down a while ago, and I can’t seem to find my footing to stand back up straight again. My head gets filled with, what ifs,…
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Things I need to remember…
I’m only human. Sometimes you can push yourself, your body, too far. You can’t control everything & that’s probably a good thing. Sometimes, you need to let go. It may hurt, but it may also heal. Choose wisely, because while you need to let some things go, you may also need to fight for what you want. Be patient. Never lose hope. Stay true to yourself. You ARE worth it. What are some things you need to remember? Is there something else I should add to my list?
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5 things about me!
In July last year, the ever wonderful Lauren of The Surprise Beginning blogged a post called ‘5 things about me’ which I promptly bookmarked meaning to do, and then as usual forgot about. Until now! Q1. What do you usually think about right before falling asleep? Well, I have a big problem with falling asleep as my brain does not shut up! I also find it depends on my mood. I often worry, but I know that doesn’t help me sleep, so I try to envision a happy scenario to daydream. Q2. What’s your favourite colour? Pink. I love Pink, black and silver, but I guess pink is really the only one…
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I want it all!
As i’ve been trying to push my boundaries as to what i’m comfortable doing, I find myself thinking of what I want & where I want things to take me. I think i’ll forever be trying to decide what I want to be when I grow up. My life isn’t what I expected it to be. When I was really young, I wanted to be a check-out-chick, currently I’m a blogger. When I was 16, I never envisioned a future because I didn’t think i’d be alive, I am still up and kicking. When I was 21, I thought I’d still be a family with Adam. Now, I’m back in Sydney, living…
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Goodbye Emily.
On Tuesday I lost a family member, a sister, a best friend, a precious animal. On Tuesday our dear Emily passed away and I’m still not sure if I’ve really processed it yet. I’ve not had to deal so close with the loss of an animal so close to me. When Bayley passed away I cried and cried, but I was in Adelaide and away from it all, not right in the thick of it. I walk out of my room and expect to have to step over her, but like a punch to the gut I remember, she’s not here. It was somewhat expected. She’s not been well for, well, nearly all…