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My back update & 2 years in webcam pics!
My back is doing slightly better. No, i’ve not been back to the doctors. I know, i’m really sucky. I was supposed to go back Tuesday, but I honestly don’t think I could do it by myself. I am also slightly embarrassed, which logically, I know is crazy. So, I basically fainted? I’m sure they’ve seen worse! I’ve been resting up. Once I stopped taking the panadeine forte I’m not sleeping as well, I can’t seem to get comfortable. But I can walk standing up straighter, so yay! Just so this post isn’t pictureless, I was trying to clean out my netbook the other day, so here is a selection…
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Partial Hiatus – OUCH!
I mentioned quickly in my last post that I was silly enough to tip myself over in my chair & was sort of tender. I’m not tender anymore, I’m in a lot of pain. Come Wednesday I couldn’t walk properly due to my back being sore. I rested, but it didn’t get better. In fact it only seemed to get worse, so last night I set off to the doctors. He prescribed me rest, panadine forte & x-rays first thing the next day. The panadine forte helped, as you’d hope it would. I really thought it was feeling better this morning, but no. So I went and had the x-rays.…
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Small OOTD & health update!
This year (as I think I mentioned) I had decided to get all my health problems I’ve been putting off, up to date. So of course, what happens, I get really sick! I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes around 2 years ago, fortunately I’ve been able to keep it under control with diet. However, the past 10 days, it’s not dropped under 11, hitting a high of 20 (which is BAD). Now, when it’s that high, I feel sick. The worst, is just the feeling of being over everything. I did not want to get out of bed. I didn’t want to go shopping. I didn’t want to do…
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Quick pics & some ramblings!
I’m working on 4 hours sleep in the last 40 odd hours. I’m hoping i’ll sleep soon but I’m so wound up & stressed that I can’t seem to relax. If all else fails, i’ll pull Adam’s bean bag out into the garden tomorrow and nap in the open air (under shade of course, I burn with in minutes!). I cried so much today, it’s a mixture of things. I’m stressed about one of the design jobs I’m doing, I’m stressed about money. I’m depressed & frustrated about my mental illness, which is somewhat amusing. I want to study, but I need a steady job to pay for the studies, but…
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Mental Health
People who follow me on twitter may notice I go through periods of depression. I can get quite emotional and ranty. I thought I’d take a moment to try and explain this, delve into my head a little. *warning* The following will deal with Mental Health, and possably some touchy subjects. I’ve always had problems, though, most of them never got picked up later in life when I started showing more symptoms. My first trip into Counselling was when I was in Year 3 of school. Bullying & hard school work had me put into hospital with stress, and then as an outpatient RedBank House. I don’t remember much about it…