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Depressed.
After getting over food poisoning & the periods from hell, it seems that depression has decided to come and pay me a visit. Thanks head. I’ve been doing pretty well mentally lately, I think i’ve been too busy to be anything otherwise. Packing, packing, playing with my animals, packing, writing, designing, packing. I know though, that I often push emotions to the side, bury them deep, and eventually they come at me, not leaving me any choice but to face them. I have an appointment with my (wonderful, amazing, great) psych on Monday, and i’ve been taking up some of the suggestions left on my facebook page. In the past…
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Sometimes it’s the little thing.
Depression sucks. No, really. It sucks you down into this hole, this pit, a deep deep well. It’s dark, you lose hope, you just want to sleep. This pit and I, we go way back. I’ve been visiting for over a decade. I really don’t like it there though, no, but it seems that every now & then I still take a bit of a visit ‘to the dark side’. Not the fun Star Wars dark side. The dark-dark side. I don’t know if it’s because i’m learning to deal with my emotions more, or if I’m just not feeling as much, but I don’t get depressed as often as…
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One of those days.
I feel like I have so much I want to say, but I don’t know what it is. A simple “I am so sad right now” doesn’t seem enough, but it’s all that I can really seem to type. I’ve never been shy about my mental health, my problems, but sometimes it’s so scary to share that part of me with others. I’d been doing so well the past couple of months, which then seems to make the fall that much harder. I’ve been dusting myself off and getting back up for the past 10 or so years, you’d think that I’d be used to it by now, but I’m…
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Ramblings of sorts, also OW!
Life has a way of throwing things at you. It seems with me, when it rains, it pours & I often wonder how much to share on my blog. First up, I have a few OOTD coming up, but they may be a little sparse for a short time. One thing you may not know about me is i’m accident prone, i’m an absolute klutz and silly me fell down a set of stairs on Wednesday night. Yep. So my left ankle is sprained and my right foot looks to be fractured. I have to have X-rays next week on my foot and wrist (also hurt) as well as about 2712308 blood tests. Oh…