I want to sparkle.

I used to spend hours in front of the mirror when I was a teen, playing around with make up. The power that make up have to transform someone is endless. I would dream of being a make up artist, but ended up a beauty school drop out. I don’t think my personality is strong enough to be a make up artist. I still enjoy playing around with make up, but I don’t wear it all that much these days.

I only used moisturiser and 6 make up products for this. Powder. Blush. Lipstick. Eyeliner. Mascara. Eyeshadow on my eyebrows. I looked this THIS 20 minutes before. See, trans-formative.

I’m in love with my new nail polish (Better picture HERE). It’s holographic and makes me think of the contact I would cover my school books in. I keep finding myself just sitting and watching it change colour when it hits the light in different ways. I picked it up from picturepolish. It’s weird to think I used to be a horrid nail biter 2 years ago, now I have to cut my nails as they get too long. It’s amazing the change a few years can make.

I like to pull faces in photos. You should see some of them. I’m a little nutters, I know. I’m still sick, i’m still over-emotional. My foot is sore and i’m back sleeping with my cast on. I’m in a funk. I’m not depressed, I don’t think, i’m just, eh. Tired & restless. I wish I had my full license, I long to just escape down to my parents caravan on the water, waking up to THIS every day would do me the world of good.

HOW DO YOU FEEL RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT?